FUCK.

dont you hate it when you type an entry, and then it doesnt sen all the way, and you fucking have to type it ALLLL over again.

it always seems to be the longest entries too! dammit im so aggrivated. s;ldkjf

so argh. um... what i said before, was that my valentines day didnt turn out so bad after all...

i went to the mall with brad and erika, and we had fun, and saw some peoples.

then i came home and went to dinner with my mom, dad and sister. and justin called. it was surprising because i havent seen him in a couple weeks and BARELy even talked to him due to the fact that we've both been really really sick. but he wanted to know if i was at home, because he was coming back from boardeep and wanted to come see me. since i was at dinner i told him to come join us because we were eating at a place right by his house, and he declined because he didnt want to intrude, he just told me to call him when i got home. but before we hung up, i asked him what he was doing at boardeep. and he excitingly told me that he got sponsored!! im so stoked for him because he hasnt gotten any recognition since he was 16 and made it to nationals. i for one know how hard hes been working his ass off by riding EVERy single day, and working on getting better. so im really happy for him. :] anyway, after dinner we went home and soon i found myself in my car driving over to his house. when i got there we watched the BEST fucking snowboard video ever, thanks to the awesome music that was in it. after it had finished, we gave eachother back massages and just layed there talking, and falling asleep. and right when i was almost completely out, i felt him kiss me on my forehead, and then on my nose... he buried his face in the nape of my neck, and feeling his warm breath so close to my skin was much more than just comforting me. i just layed there as he covered my face in kisses. i turned my head away and jokingly said "GOSH justin, cant you just let me sleep!?" and he said "no babe, i dont wanna watch you sleep right now, i havent seen you in a while, and i just want to kiss you" now, if that didnt make me warm and fuzzy inside, i dont know what would have. :] he looked directly in my eyes, and kissed me so sweetly. i guess, i ended up having a valentine after all.

but i wont share anymore of this story because its for my memory, not yours. :] but he did say something to me today, that made everything much more clear. and id have to say that im totally alright with everything. and it makes me happy. hes really awesome. you people should be jealous.

anyway, on the way home i called jake... and oddly enough nick answered the phone, and i talked to him for the better part of the conversation. god damn that kid is so fucking cool. all of those kids rock and i hope that in march i end up going to salt lake so i can see all of them. :]

anyway, im so over typing this shit. lol. hope everyone had a decent day.

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