last night... well, i cant really find the words for my feelings last night.

with jake being in town, nothing can go wrong. i dont know how to put into words what happend last night, what i felt, etc. i cant put it into words because ive never had what i had last night with anyone....thats right. no one

falling asleep and waking up with his heart so close to mine, 4 or 5 times in one night was incredible. hes something real. hes someone real. and its not fair that he lives there, while im here.

anyway, my weekend was amazing. and i loved every minute of it. no doubt.

tomorrow, if it works out as planned... i will be trying to enjoy Spitty before they become the next big thing.