The one you hope to find your entire life... i already found him.... since earlier than 5. on 10-15-02 @ 8:01 p.m.

you know how you wait for the perfect guy your entire life? and sometimes you feel that its fate that there has to be at least ONE guy out there JUST for you... and you alone. a guy that will do anything for you, and you would totally do anything for him?? that guy you strive for to be everything you ever wanted... and everything would be perfect? the one that you KNOW wouldnt be just a typical guy to you- because he would love you for who you are no matter how you dressed, what music you listen to ... he would just love you for everything that you already are... and you would do the same for him...

that one guy that you want to wake up next to- the one you want to watch the sunrises and sunsets with... the one you want to give your heart to and not worry about it being broken. the one you can say anything to without getting a reaction that makes you feel insecure. that ONE guy that you hope you find by the end of your time...

well guess what...

i found that guy a long time ago...back when i lived in chicago.. my HOMETOWN... weve known eachother since we were toddlers. we grew up together. we fell in love together. and we only WISH that we could be together. but even after all this time... we both know that we were meant to be together. and one day ... we for sure will have that chance. his picture has sat on my nightstand next to my bed for over a year now... it will continue to stay there... so that when i fall asleep at night... hes the last one on my mind... and when i wake up in the morning hes the first one i think about. being away from him is really hard. ... but one day- we know it will work out. ...because ... well... i love him- and he loves me. for all the right reasons.

maybe some of you remember who im talking about.... his name happens to be Mikey.

M.V.E. i love you forever. thank you for the messages on my phone. i love you.

<3 xo

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maybe in december my life will be right.