everyone knows.

the show was drama filled.

every song was dedicated to me [and gina] brad and nick gave wonderful speeches about me <3 and i love them.

nick: "this song is for brad and julie. everyone turn their fucking heads and look at this kid all torn apart, now look at julie, and youll know the reason why. this song is for them, everyone should realize how strong their friendship is... because not a lot of people know what that means anymore"

nick is amazing.... like unbelieveable. i know ive said this before. and im sure ill say it again- but i swear i have the worst luck. i really fucking do. at this point, i understand why he hates god.

give me a reason?

[not fair, not fair, not FUCKING fair]

yeah, well. what can ya do.