you have no idea.

i wish that things couldve happend earlier [i wish alot]

i feel beautiful when im with you.

i feel wanted.

[which is more than i can say i felt a month ago]

thank you for everything.

[no really, thank you.]

<33 youre something that i cant explain. the way your lips turn up when you give great big smiles, and the cute things you say- and the way you touch me. your dedication, your heart. youre one of the strongest people i know- and i dont ever want to know what it would be like to be without you. you remember that one night... laying in your bed... when i had my green hoodie on- and you put yours on too and you climbed up on top of me, and kissed me- then stuck your tongue out and said "look ! we're lizzards" - laughing and crying with you feels good. joking around, wrestling and play fighting... running errands for your parents. <3 sleepovers. waking up next to your face. these are the things id never thought id get. or rather find someone to share them with. youre amazing nicholas. you truely are. ... and your mine <3