things have been moving, pretty quickly.
since CJ left, the days ive been counting down...

it seems as though, my heart is still pumping.. but the blood in my veins is cold. im cold. i feel lost, i dont have a sense of direction right now. i just dont. once agian im finally breathing, yet the only thing i can feel, is you leaving. i have to fake it - to make it. and i wake up everyday knowing nothing. im fine now, not seeing yourface, but what happens when that smile hits home?...asdkf;jadsfk;ljasdf

i dont want to write right now.
i just want to listen to A.T.F.E.H <3