drama is no longer something im putting up with...
dont wanna work things out with me ??
then hey, FUCK YOU.
:]
moving on.
these past couple days have been really really good for some reason [watch, i bet you anything i just jinxed myself]
but anyway, they have been. i started work, and training has been soo easy, and yesterday was the first actual day that i started learning how to make drinks. the people i have worked with so far, are fucking GREAT. ... yesterday while in the back room wrapping pastries with my co-worker Dan, he pops in a CD. and it just so happend to be Slowly going away of the buffalo. i stopped, and rewound what i just heard in my head and thought "holy fuck, is he really playing mxpx right now?" haha, i came back to reality and asked him "what the fuck? how did you know this was my favorite band!!?" and he goes "who mxpx?! thats aweseome!"
theennn, another co worker, kristin walks in - TOTALLY unexpectant - but she goes, "um excuse me Julie, are you singing my favorite band? theyre MY favorite band!"
way way way rad. i was pretty stoked on that.
i know im a nerd but whatever.[heather i love you, you know how it is]

also, for the past 2 nights in a row, ive fallen asleep with a smile, instead feeling tears rolling down my cheeks and moisting my pillow under my face. ... it feels really nice to know that someone thinks youre beautiful, even while youre still suffereing from a broken heart. laughing, smiling, and recieving cute, silly compliments makes me feel like this isnt the worst. i will be okay... you hear that? I WILL BE OKAY. [im trying] :)
BNO is tonight... im way jazzed.
im thinking, with whatever money i have left over after paying my parents back, im gonna start by saving it up, so i can get my feet tattooed finally. its long over due. should be fun.

random random random...
uhh, lets see if i can think of anything else to write for today-
OH YEAH!
i went and saw Alfie the other night... sooooo good.

heyChris found about 20 somethin Arma Angelus cds in a box at his house, so i totally scored one of those off of him. im stoked, hopefully hes not planning on being a lazy asshole and sends it to my hizzouse real soon.

i talked to phil again, he said hes gonna call me when he meets dr. dre, so that i can talk to him. hahah, sweeet.

i need to start filling out UNLV paperwork if my ass still plans on goin to school n shit. my mom has been trying to convince me to just go to COD... buttt uhhh, i dunno bout that.

ok, i think im done. because this entry is just a l l o v e r t h e p l a c e
[im still frickin caffiene high from all the damn coffee i had to drink yesterday]