the days have been good.
smiling feels so wonderful as opposed to frowning, or crying.
i love the little pain i get on my face from smiling too much when i TRY to fall asleep at night.
its so cute.
HES SO CUTE
haha.
frankenstein. ... awww.
im such an idiot for doing this AGAIN. haha but i dont care, it feels nice.
"hello beautiful"
"hello gorgeous"
"wassuuuppp giiirrrlllll"
and his friends call me chi-town "man, are you on the phone with chi-town AGAIN"
"we dont like chi-town, she takes too much of our boys' time, our HALO time"
...then he tells me "i hate chicago, i fucking HATE it.... because its the only thing keeping me from you"

text messages in the morning waking me up "i cant sleep baby doll, maybe you should let me stop thinking about you"
"i thought about you alllll day today at work, why cant you walk thru that door instead of 100 other stupid people"
"come kiss my face right now"
....

note: yesterday was the first snow in chicago... it snowed allll day. so last night around 7 or so, a transformer across the street blew up because a tree fell over on it, my house had NO power for about 8 hours...
so i was sitting alone, in the dark, with just my cellphone to text him back and forth with.. and i said "god im so fucking bored, and lonely im just sitting here doing nothing, i dont even know where my dogs are"
...
his reply- "man, wed be having SO much fun if i was there... we could play hide and seek,or we could dress really really warm and go outside and make snow angels, or cuddle up by the fire and i could read to you, or we could bundle up on the couch in the dark and tell eachother stories"

FUCK! hahah, im getting sucked in dammit.

<33333333 its so much fun.

thanksgiving is today - and its been the best day. relatives, and long time friends all in my house. its been a wonderful [exhausting] day... andddd ITS NOT OVER YET!

hope everything is going well for everyone else, as well.
much love.
later days <33