its not getting any easier.

salt lake was fun.
actually it was amazing. i owe alot to CJ for doing that for me. ...
Nicholas is so wonderful, and i cant think about anyone else these days. ... yesterday was weird, its even worse today. :-/
brad went with me to orientation, and i dont know what im going to do.
being here isnt making it any better than being in chicago..
i wish i just had someone to tell me what to do.

while im getting worse myself, i think im making things worse around me.