ive been pretty happy lately.
which is unusual for me.

seeing as how im across the country from all of my closest friends.
i have no boy toys.
when im not working, i sit home.
[except for the occasional show]

i guess its because there's virtually no ridiculous drama floating around me.
and no boy to make me cry.

maybe thats why.
haha.
just a minute ago- i made my appointment to speak with an acedemic advisor. - heres to the start.

i need to grow some balls and ask deuce to hang out. i'm afraid the only reason he might say no, is that im only 19. but if thats a deciding factor in his decision, then thats a bunch of CRAP. haha. we'll see.

i want to meet my sunshine Rudy. but hes aaaalllllll the way in vegas. looks like if im comin back, ive got a hottie boom bottie waitin for me, to take me on a date to the beach. mmmhmmmm. =]

work has been alright lately - kinda slow. but the last week in this month i have 56 hours. the tent sale is going to be MURDER. cant wait.

today - i want to go buy my iPod. but the second i bring it home, mom's gonna bitch at me for still not having paid her and dad back....
but thats bullshit - because they should either take 2-300 bucks and put it towards the money i owe, or buy me a freaking iPod.
because mom and gina are supposedly taking a trip to vegas. UHHH HELLLLO? remember last october when i came to vegas for 2 weeks? I HAD TO PAY FOR THAT SHIT WITH MY OWN MONEY. and now theyre flying her out there for nothing? NO. thats fucking crap.

anyhow. day off today -
eat.
shower.
paint my nails/toes.
iPod?
stop by my work...to see how the dealer ride/bbq goes....
aaannnddd pretty much talk to Deuce for a min. or two. =]

i thought about Ken the other day - because some guy came into my work and his name was Ken LarsOn.
i wonder how ken is doing?... maybe i should give his ass a call. it'd be nice.

i miss you heather.
i miss you tom.

im out.