my life is so, all-over-the place.
the whole jake thing tore me apart...
but im slowly climbing back up.
work tore me apart for a while as well, but since jill and ozzie have been gone, its been alright. but by saturday, that will probably change.
next - theres a new guy that has been introduced into my world.
hahaha.
i finally went out with him, and had an AMAZING time.
then i went to his house last night, and watched game 2 of the world series. went and ate dinner, cuddled in bed.
hes fucking ... i dont even know.
wowowo.

smiles from ear to ear.

heather and tia glued a picture of me to a beer bottle and brought me with them to the Higher's show in st. george.
i guess i was a pretty big hit.
seth told everyone to say hi to me when he was on stage.
pat said he could see me the whole time while he was playing.
hebs said tom was happy to "see me there"
how great is that.
i have the bestest friends in the whole wide world.
... speaking of the higher, bout a week ago, pat had told me they were cancelling the second half of their tour - so they wouldnt be playing here... AGAIN.
until about 20 mins ago, i was upset about that... then he told me they changed their minds again. and theyre still going to play, and stay with me for a night.
so im hyped on that.
=]

i miss a lot of people. but theyre always on my mind, and definitely in my heart, so that still helps me get by. <33

i wonder if my policeman will call today.... hmmmm.
=]