i am in love.

helplessly, hopelessly, truthfully one hundred percent in love with a phenomenal human being.

this isnt a crush. this isnt fake.
this isnt like all the rest. he isnt like all the rest. this situation might resemble a few others, but its not.the.same.
hes not the same, and i am surely not the same.
this is real.
i can not believe this.

and i'm scared to death.